Wednesday, February 10, 2010

no snow day

Sometimes i feel like every day is a snow day. I seem to get nothing of importance done. Solitaire Scrabble, sudokus, cleaning out a closet, cleaning up the kitchen, talking to a loved one on the phone. Then it's dinner time and I am out to lunch! Last night was emergency pizza. Hadn't managed to get to the grocery store. If this didn't bother me so much, it'd be laughable..."Do something different today." We shall see.

feet on the ground

had a good shot of reality yesterday about movement. about the flow of life. this is what i saw. the flow of life is NOT going to flow into my limited storybook concept. so visiting the notion of a quantum year....well of course i was envisioning a storybook result. ie freedom from work as i know it into travel, other emplyment, new outfits etc. so. at work saturday a wave of resistance and panic began to rise up - an indignation about working on saturday.

so i got very present and there is a way to put my feet on the ground of where i am in the instant. and i got into what i was doing just at that very moment. a writing teacher once told me "don't rush." so i applied that principle in my work process in that instant. ah then the flow of quantum space opened up. the resistance dissipated in the new found curiosity to see how the slowing down would effect the next part of the process. curiosity in any moment is the quantum ingredient. stepping my feet into the ground of being right at the moment.