quantum year revisited

okay i told myself this morning. i was driving to meet mary and thinking about choosing this year to be "the quantum year." think about quantum year as a verb rather than a noun. life tends to settle into fixed patterns. for me, i have work, projects, and recreation. all those are set in the field of being that streams in from the news, my own life situation with its cast of characters, the criss crossing lines of unconscious expectations and hopes. these pieces all crowd together on a confined landscape. to speak "quantum year" is to say...."hold on. let me push all the known pieces of my life apart. let's create some space....and what will happen if i don't tamper with the space. what if i walk around in it without commentary." quantum year is opening up to the unknown before taking next steps.