in the muddle of may

I seem to have two speeds, fast and off. Off means daydreaming, puzzling, eating (slowly), wandering around looking at everything that needs to be done. Fast is, well, trying to do everything that needs to be done while eating, puzzling, and daydreaming. May has been a sadistic month. The sun appears, briefly, to remind us of what we are missing or to promise its return (depending on my mood). Clouds and rain reign. Rain drops give way to hail, then snow. It's MAY, come on now!!! Wind comes and goes but the dreariness remains. Maybe we're more affected by the barometer than we realize. I look forward to June as a leveling off month, mild and breezy. If you know otherwise, please don't tell me.